Cruise for life? Iv'e been on nearly 10 years but i'm over 50, your 27 ffs and you pick a cruise dose of 200mg week for life!!!! How about coming off, having a break, think about your health, get some bloods and an ECG done, see how much you actually lose, then have a think about your future and your health.
Cruise for life? Well not really, most guys know that 99% of the time that 99% of the side effects are reversible on cessation. However it would naive and hypocritical of me and most guys on here to deny that long term AAS use does have a negative impact on your health.
Cruise for life? From a personal point of view, its totally inevitable that you're going to lose strength & size. A lot of it is mental strength though, you'll feel you look a lot smaller than you actually are. Get a good PCT done and get your natural test levels up asap. As said, get blood tests done to see if you can recover fine.