Can't sleep, need to vent. So here it is... All my life I've been a doormat. I'm chance giver, even to people who don't deserve them. I have been constantly let down by the people I care about/ the people who are suppose to care about me the most. If the last few years have taught me anything it's to be picky about who I surround myself with. I consider myself to be very social, but currently my social status would be a loner. It's not because I enjoy the solitude, it's because I have tried to blend in with the world but people continued to disappoint me. I grew up having so much faith in "the good" in people. This used to be characteristic i used to be proud of. And now ive realized that ive set myself up to be human doormat for all those who have entered my life. I was giving excuses after excuses for people because I believed that there is always a rooted problem that's an explanation for bad behavior. I'm tired of being walked on. I've come to the point in my life, where I have completely cut off anyone who has treated me like this in my life, which turned out to be A LOT of people. Feelslonelyman. Can anyone relate to any of this? Cliffs: I've been constantly disappointed by people who were suppose to care about me the most. Respect the srs.